I don’t normally commit myself to a series of blog
posts-even a short one-because it never seems as much fun to write on a topic
you selected that was on your mind weeks ago.
Other things of interest always come up.
Well, with that out of the way, I said I’d write this, so here goes…
I last wrote about men being passive and detached from their
relationships. If you've not read that post, you may want to skim the two previous posts as they set up the context for this one. Admittedly there is more
to say on that topic but I kind of lost interest and need to move on to
something that is perhaps a direct result of men’s passivity, especially in the
church. When men are passive, especially
when they should be strong, women feel that they need to take control. And who can blame them?
Unfortunately, when women become accustomed to passive men,
they may feel the need to take control.
Too many men are willing to forfeit their biblical leadership role. It is, at least at first, easier for them to
do what they are told rather than butt heads with yet another person in their
lives. Women, and I’d hazard to say men
aren’t much different in this respect, don’t respect people they can
control. That isn’t to say that some
women don’t enjoy controlling the key men in their lives, but the reality is
that someone you control can never be an equal.
To control someone, they must submit to your authority. And that is a hard realization to
stomach. Sure, we will submit to our
bosses at work (at least when we have to) and we will submit to the authority of
law enforcement (at least when an officer is present) but submitting in any
relationship is rarely easy. For a woman
in a marriage with a passive or detached man, there is no authority to whom to
submit! In those instances, control is
the option she must take if she wants her man to step up and lead… or so it may
seem.
For a lot of people, “submit” has a profoundly negative
connotation. I have a fierce dislike to
submitting to authority that I don’t respect.
(Sometimes that is because the authority is inept and other times it is
because I am off-base.) The church, and
I suppose the Bible, is oft-criticized by those who say that “wives submit to
your husbands” is an outdated, patriarchal, way of thinking that has no place
in a modern society. (And those are the
people who are being diplomatic!) I suppose that if it weren’t for the part of
the passage that states “submit to one another in reverence to Christ,” the
critics would have a good point!
Unfortunately the criticisms are given credibility by insecure men in
church or other leadership positions who dismiss women’s opinions as less
important than theirs. I don’t have
time, or patience, to get into a discussion on women in leadership but I will
mention that there are times when the Israelites were led by female judges in
the Old Testament…
Men, if you haven’t experienced the tension between a
woman’s desire to be in control and her desire for you to lead in a
relationship, you’ve either not been in a relationship or you prefer more
passive women than I. Take, for
instance, the awkward dance of selecting a place to eat: a woman may know
exactly where she wants to go but that is classified information so far as you
are concerned. Very rarely will a woman actually say where she wants to
go. She wants you to be decisive and
pick …with the caveat that it is the place where she wanted to go but wouldn’t
tell you. She’ll either keep saying no
until you pick the place she wants to go or will go and be displeased. (Does
that tension of control seem any more familiar now?). Here are some other examples that come to
mind: “Are you going to wear that?” “Fine!” (said emphatically of course.) “You
always (fill in the blank)!” Of course
there are many methods but the point of this post is not to detail them.
The big problem with women controlling the relationship is
that either the man is passive to begin with, becomes passive to keep the
peace, or there is a lot of fighting! Typically
the man begins to resent the controlling woman and the woman no longer respects
the passive man. If this occurs in a
dating relationship it will soon end; if it occurs in a marriage it may
continue for a long time and the damage may be irreparable.
Phil Knauer provided a less potentially divisive way of
explaining the tension that women feel to control or submit by stating that
women have a desire to “be loved but be independent, simultaneously.” Not being a woman, and understanding women
rather imperfectly, I could be off-base but from what I’ve observed from my
female friends, I think Phil’s statement is on point.
Today some men and women seem to have reached the conclusion
that being loved and independent are mutually exclusive. There are compromises to be made in any
healthy relationship but I would argue that a relationship of two equals cannot
exist without each person maintaining some autonomy. Unfortunately many men (and women) equate
independence with doing things my way.
That leads to self-focused relationships which cannot mature. After all, if I am always looking at me, how
can I really love you?
I recently told someone that I tend to be interested in
women who don’t need me. It isn’t that I
would prefer to date a woman who wouldn’t care if I disappeared. I like
women who are doing what they are called to do and wouldn’t need my help (or
another man’s help) to accomplish their work. That is not to say that many of
them do not want to be in a relationship; instead I would say that they have
taken control of their lives to carry out their mission. Many of them are, at least to me, the model
of independent women who have taken control of their own lives in a positive
manner. Sadly, I also know that some of
them have let men into their lives who weren’t interested in having an equal partner. Others settled on a guy who seemed great
because they perhaps thought that a better man wasn’t going to come their
way. Perhaps most disheartening were the
candid admissions of women in relationships where they felt that they didn’t
deserve the guys they were dating. Most
sacrificed some of their independence to be in a relationship, and that isn't necessarily a bad thing. Some sacrificed
too much and still didn’t feel loved.
I am struggling to close this posting as there is so much to
say on this topic so I’ll close it with a pair of quotes which I think
summarizes much of what I’d like to say if I had only a few words to say
it. Jean Anouilh succinctly noted that “Love
is, above all else, the gift of oneself.”
To love someone else you must be sufficiently autonomous to have a self
to give.
I’ll close with a quote from Thomas Merton as I think it
speaks more eloquently to the struggle of loving people who are unique
beings. “The beginning of love is to let
those we love be perfectly themselves, and not to twist them to fit our own
image. Otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.”